Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began.

“I’ve missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I’ve lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I’ve been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I’ve failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed. "

Quote by Michael Jordan.

He must have been a fan of Dragonball-Z.



I was talking about the over 9000 part.

Nabei I cannot get my harpy mouse. Cannot get = cannot move on.

I just saw Weixin online woohoo.

But it's late at night. Weird.

Ohh, I just remembered some things to look forward to. Got 2/4 and 3/3 chalet. Woohoo. And council camp. Hahaha.

Then after that, there's mastery test for like 6 subjects. Walao.

Then school reopen, happy new year!

Oh before that, there's Christmas. Looks like the celebration in Singapore isn't that good. I see people celebrating Christmas like mad over in other countries.

Maybe because there's snow there.

I watched all of Jack Neo's movie these few days lol. Oh, except for Money no Enough. I never watched that before. Wait till I got no enough money, then go watch.

Then I realized many of Simple plan's song reach out to teenagers like assss(us). Mhmm, perfect, welcome to my life, crazy. Cool.

Rich guys driving big SUVs, while kids are dying in the streets, no one cares, no one likes to share.

I'm waiting for 4:20 so that I can see whether I can get harpy and leave the lagoon lol.

I haven't seen many people during the holidays. Wonder if they have grown shorter.

Actually it's only a month plus. But it feels like it has been so long.

Sian. 4:20 and no mouse.

I am leaving soon. I will get my harpy when I come back!

EH actually no, I believe that I will be able to get it before I leave. Now that's a goal.

Hello.

It's December already. SO FAST!

Hi.

Although I watched the movie quite a few days ago today I just found the song.



Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
We've got to end this war
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
We can try
Brother my brother

We face each other from different sides
The anger burns can't remember why
It's kind of crazy to cause so much pain
Our foolish pride makes us hate this way

We watch our world fall apart
Tell me what good is winning
When you lose your heart

Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
Isn't life worth so much more
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
Tell me why
Brother my brother

Yes
We can try
Brother my brother
Yes

Let's take a moment to look deep inside
and say we're willing to give love a try
we're not as different as we seem to be
there's so much more to me than what you see

It don't have to be this way
Think about the consequences
then turn around and walk away

Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
Isn't life worth so much more
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
Tell me why
Brother my brother

Brother my brother
Tell me what are fighting for
Isn't life worth so much more
We should love one another
Oh, can't we just pretend
This war never began
Tell me why
Brother my brother

The song.

Brother, my brother.

By Blessid Union of Souls. Weird band name.

Hey friends, what do we fight for? It's fate that we get to be friends in this life, so let's treasure it. There are so many people in this world, and you, some of you, happen to be my friend. It's a feat. Not easy for us to be friends. We survived for 13 years, went through primary school, entered the same school, and got into the same class. We've been through so much to be friends, so let's treasure our friendship.

And people normally tend to regret only when they lose that certain thing.

I was watching Pokemon the first movie, Mewtwo strikes back.

I think this part is the best of the show.



Mewtwo is going. Where my heart can learn what yours know so well. What transpired here, I will always remember. But perhaps for you, these events are best forgotten.

Mewtwo, taken aback by Ash's act of selflessness to save all the Pokémon, has an epiphany over the relationship between humans and Pokémon, and realizes that the circumstances of how one is born should not be allowed to divide anyone.

Welcome to my life.

This song describes my life. That's a big crowd by the way.



Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no ones there to save you
No you dont know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay!

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what it's like
What it's like!

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you dont know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Hello.

I don't know why, but the fact that there's extra lessons tomorrow is better than the fact that it's a normal school day tomorrow.

Maybe it's the atmosphere and mood.

I like Save you and Wake me up when september ends. They are nice songs. Songs with meanings. I can listen to just these 2 songs all day long.

I haven't been blogging for a long while, so I have forgotten many events. But, I have mentioned before that I won't blog so much about daily life, so meh.

Got Physics SPA on 4th November and O level chinese on. Was it 10th or 11th of November.

Sounds quite cool. It's been quite long since I took a national exam. Other than SPAs.

The last time I remember taking national exam, PSLE. I could finish a paper and be happy after comparing answers because I know I got many correct answers. And I never had the fear of failing, and had the confidence of getting A everytime.

Then now, I will finish a paper and be quiet about it because I know there are many wrong answers. And I have to fear failing many papers most of the time.

Is there a song about failure in studying? If there is I might take a liking to it. It shouts ME.

I've got no plans for holidays yet. And I don't know whether I will have any. It's boring. But when there's school, we complain as well.

Oh well.

^ The above was typed during one Save you song.

Now it's wake me up when september ends.

Oh did I mention how fast this year passed. Like how Billie Joe sings, " Like my father's come to pass, 20 years has gone so fast. "

Not the father's part though. And not the 20 years.

Only the gone so fast. 10 months has gone so fast. It's November now. November is good. I like November, December, June, September, August. For some reason.

Now I don't know what to say. I had a lot on my mind just now. But they are gone.

Oh. Steamboat with some of 2/4 on Saturday. It wasn't so nice. I would prefer Seoul Garden.

And my idol is Tre cool, not Billie Joe. Although he's fine too.

^ Wake me up when september ends ended.

And Gerard Way doesn't sound good live. I prefer his music in the recorded studio.

This year hasn't end yet. On 31st of December, I will post a reflection about year 2009. I think it's cool. Then I can keep a record every year.

Then before you know it, it's 2010. And horns will sound everywhere. Happy New Year.

I still remember who sent me what Happy New Year message for 2009. That's how fast this year is.

I remember Timothy sending at 11+ because he was afraid that at 12am the line will be jammed.

Then I stayed cool and sent at 12am but some only received at 1. Not cool after all.

I wish to clarify something. That I don't like anyone. So please don't come and tell me " Eh you like wingyiu! " or " Eh you like Weixin! " because I hear it many times.

Take care not to irritate people. Not saying that I will be. I won't be. Really. I am magnanimous. <(Cool I spelt it correctly). But I don't know about them. So no. I wouldn't want them to treat me differently from others because of it.

I still want to hear some Weixin jokes. Although they get old sometimes.

It's getting late here. Or should I say it's getting early. I think it's time to say goodbye to this world, for a while.

Take note that this is not an emo post; don't come in with all the comments. It's just personal thoughts in the middle of the night.

Right. I should be going. Maybe to play some games, or just fall into a slumber.

Till then, farewell.

Hi.

I like wake me up when september ends.



Don't know why got couple. It's supposed to be about his father having cancer. Then the video is about war. But never mind. Got my idol in there. Hahaha.

Eh you wanna know my results? Suck balls one. But never mind. I will just post. I always post.

Let's see. From what I can remember.

The English, paper 1 41/60, paper 2 16/25 and 17/25.
The Higher Chinese, compo 39.5/70, letter 11.5/20, paper 2 48/110.
The Emaths, 40/79.
The Amaths, 23/80.
The Chemistry, 39/100.
The Physics, 47/100.
The Geography, 66/100.
The Combined humanities, 44/100.
The Express Chinese, compo 30/50, letter 11.5/20, paper 2 49/70.

That's for SA2 alone only. Haven't get pulled down by other terms.

Let's see my L1R5 from SA2.

English 69/100. B3
Higher Chinese 53/100. C6
Emaths 51/100. C6
Amaths 29/100. F9
Physics 47/100. D7
Chemistry 39/100. F9
Geography 66/100. B3
Combined Humanities 44/100. E8.

Walao, like 33. I can't go any shit.

Then I heard I'm in the top few diamond list. Whoo. I need polishing.

Then these few days the chinese extra lessons so boring. They even take up the Arts Fest time.

But never mind. School is ending soon. I guess I was very lucky this year, to make it through.

Hi.

So the day has come. Where we will get back our results.

I'm actually quite excited. Although I can roughly guess.

Sian excited until I feel salty.

I cannot go sleep now.

Because if I sleep, then I know it will happen soon.

If I don't, it's cold, but, at least I know it's not coming yet.

Sian I feel disgusted at the thought of getting results.

I just told my parents that I am failing many subjects.

Then,

Eh bullshit la wth today they went through Chemistry MCQ then I failed then the Physics I did the bucket of water question they say good luck to us I didn't really need it because I left 90% blank then the English comprehension got so many questions I thought would be correct in the end turn out wrong wth sia then Geography like never give examples then only like L2 something.

Then history I was listening to music.

And tomorrow they are going through Amaths Emaths SS and Chinese paper.

Wth. Hahaha. Why like so many fail.

They had promotion exercise today. I hope they see my name and then ' MHMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM CAN LA THIS PERSON. '

Please don't come and flame me and say ' Mdm Neo say you won't retain already la! '

I don't get how she can say that when I don't know what I passed.

You know, she likes Geography. And she told me I passed it. Maybe that's why she said it.

But never mind, we'll all know on Monday.

Hi.

They say that tomorrow will be a better day.

Sometimes, it's true. Sometimes, it isn't.

I am still awaiting next week. Then I will know whether it will happen.



Save me. :(

Hi again. I am back.

So the SA2's finally over. I have to sit back and await my results.

During the past 2 years, when SA2 was done, I didn't need to worry about a thing because however difficult it was I always managed to pass everything.

But this time it's different.

I have to await my results in fear, for it may lead to my demise.

Hi.

30 days ago I remember I wrote ' Wake me up when september ends '.

So now it's all ending soon. As my memory rests, 1 month has gone so fast. Wake me up when september ends.

There's actually 23 more hours to the end of the beautiful month of September.

And when October arrives, ring out the bells again, like we did when spring began.

Hi.

I suddenly felt like blogging when the part which goes ' If it takes you forever ' came while I was listening to save you.

That sentence seemed pretty cool and nice.

Anyway I am doing my geography revision now haha. Because I don't want to get retained.

But then there's still chemistry, physics, amaths, emaths. Sian. Haha.

Those are the scary ones.

I had the scary thought of what to do after SA2. Enjoy life, and no revising. Haha. That's why I should revise now, if not when SA2 is over then there's no more use.

Unless you are talking about sec 4.

I must still see whether I can get through to sec 4. Haha.

Hi.

I am in trouble. I didn't do any homework this week.

Or rather, I only touched a bit here and there.

I hope I can survive tomorrow, the last day. Then, I have the weekends to try to complete everything.

I think I have no homework to pass up tomorrow.

It's the last weekend already, before exam starts.

English paper 1 and Geography. Hahaha.

I must start to save myself tomorrow.

Hi.

I sense SA2 coming. Actually everyone does.

Like less than 2 weeks to SA2.

And I still have many many many concepts and formulaes and what shit that I can't get.

Especially Amaths trigonometry identities. It's getting on my nerves.

Sometimes I don't even know how to start the question.

Then there's chemistry with so manyy things that I don't get.

Then there's so many formulae for physics.

Then Emaths they are testing sec 2 topics as well.

Hahaha. I need to spend more time revising.

And I need to start. Like nao.

The enemy is SA2.

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Violence is an energy
Against the enemy
Violence is an energy

Bringing on the fury
The choir infantry
Revolt against the honor to obey

Overthrow the effigy
The vast majority
Burning down the foreman of control

Silence is the enemy
Against your urgency
So rally up the demons of your soul

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

The insurgency will rise
When the bloods been sacrificed
Don't be blinded by the lies
In your eyes

Violence is an energy
From here to eternity
Violence is an energy
Silence is the enemy
So gimme gimme revolution

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Do you know the enemy?
Do you know your enemy?
Well, gotta know the enemy

Overthrow the effigy
The vast majority
Burning down the foreman of control

Silence is the enemy
Against your urgency
So rally up the demons of your soul

Actually I did some work during the weekends. Everything except for Amaths trigonometry identities. The thought of that irks me.

Fuck.

I hate that topic.

And to top that, they aren't giving us the formulae in our paper.

Great.

I need the brain of Kenneth Tan. ( Yeah I know I need to work for it; don't scold me )

Then maybe I wouldn't die so early from worrying too much.

Anyway, I happened to think of a joke.

What's cooler than a box of crayon?

A box of crayon in the fridge.

Okay, not my type of joke. Hahaha. Gotta go.

Goodbye.

Hi.

I am trying out Trigonometry 2 now and I don't know a shit. At all.

Sian.

Hi.

I think the capital Copenhagen is very cool. I think it's a beautiful place as well.

Especially the name.

Copenhagen, almost heaven.

Hahaha.

It's saturday today and I haven't done any homework yet lulz.

I bathed at 1pm just now and I forgot to bathe in the evening so I am feeling itchy all over so I need to sleep nao.

Okay actually I still have 3 minutes left. Before I sound the horn and go to sleep.

School is starting again soon. SA2 in less than a month. And there's council investiture.

Die. Don't know how to cope.

Cannot retain !

Okay I don't know what else to say. The only reason I came to blog was to express my view about Copenhagen.

Denmark. Maybe I should go there someday.

But I like Canada. I don't know why though.

Meh, I should concentrate on my exams first. Haha.

Hi.

Some quiz I took.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I would like to emphasize on the view on yourself and the view on education.

Hi. I am blogging again.

I like blogging in the middle of the night.

So today's Sunday again. Supposedly the good day.

I am having senior specs course on monday afternoon. It's quite boring. And it's till wednesday evening.

Goodbye all, till then.

But, I am still not gone yet, for now.

So my L1R5, as expected, still 26. Hahaha.

But I think it's okay, though it's only CA2. CA2 they only test a bit.

SA2 starting on 2nd october. And 14th october is O level chinese.

Haha. So fast.